It is written but you won’t know it or be able to remember or declare it until you read it.
Reading and studying the scriptures is a spiritual discipline. The Scriptures is the breath of God and gives life. You’ll be amazed that it contains the answers to many if not all your questions in life. It contains truths that set free and renews your mind. It contains wisdom that provides safety. It contains the light that guides your path. It contains the way of escape for temptations. The word of God is life and essential for your growth as a Christian. You must read it.
You have a hard time reading the word?
It’s perfectly normal. The flesh doesn’t want it but as aforementioned it requires a spiritual discipline. You must desire it and make time and room for it. If necessary start by setting a date & appointment on your phone and get into the word daily until it becomes a habit and a way of life for you. Also, pray that Father will increase your hunger & thirst for His Word.
You are Eternally Loved.